Addiction

After so long

everything becomes an addiction

you brain starts to

rely on it

Even if its stupid

Your body starts to crave it

at the moment you cant have it

when i say addiction

people thing

drugs

not people

but honestly

I'd rather be addicted to drugs and pills

rather than him greenish blue eyes

I'd rather be addicted to drugs

than his soft touch

I would rather be addicted to drinking

Than the sound of his voice in my ear

I would rather be addicted to pills

Than his hugs

everyone makes sure that you know 

drugs are bad

they certainly are

But you can quit drugs

I can't quit him

Everyone always told me

be aware of the drugs in bags 

and pills

but they never warned me 

about the drug with his eyes 

and a calm

steady

heart beat