Drifting

I fell in love with a girl... Hard. My very first time to ever really care about me. She cheated on me, and when i found out, it devastated me. I blamed myself at the time.

I look in the mirror,

and see my face,

in my eyes a broken disgrace.

The mistakes i made,

can't be undone.

With more mistakes,

I become further unstrung.

I have to move away,

from my tears.

I have to let go,

of my continuous fears.

I should move away,

let go today,

move away,

find a better way.

But I can't.

I keep drifting in this ocean,

my guiding current my raw emotion.