Old and tired

This one is for someone close to me, they know who they are

You smile, i frown, you drink, i cry.

I see you and wonder when the day will come that you finally see me in the same way.

The light seems to just shine from one angle but in my head it shines all around...

I know you don't know any more and i know i've told you a million times.

I know you dont think the same way as me...and i know i make it hard...

But no matter how many times i say the words that can be both hurtful and helpful i want you to know.

Its true...I do love you.