The
most difficult thing was just trying to sleep.
Not because of pain-induced insomnia-though that didn’t help much
either-but just because she couldn’t get used to sleeping face-down. It was the only way to sleep without adding
any extra pressure to her head. However,
suffocation ended up being the issue with her face smothered by pillow and
mattress. That and her nose felt abused
after a while.
Amber had tried sleeping
on her back, but that always felt like someone was pulling at her hair, and sleeping
on either side was rather like trying to sleep with your head on a lead pipe
for support.
“But they’re not lead,”
Mattie had said stupidly one morning at breakfast, unable to successfully guide
his spoonful of dinosaur egg oatmeal to his mouth in favor of gaping at Amber’s
head; the brown-sugar oats smeared against his cheek before he realized there
was an issue with the trajectory.
“Does it matter?” Amber
snapped. “Doesn’t change the fact that I
can’t sleep at night.”
“Jeez, Am, have a hissy
fit, that’ll make it better.” Amber
leered at her brother, teeth digging together until the ache of it was
throbbing in her temples, making her regret the containment of her
annoyance. She sighed instead, staring
down at her own bowl of oatmeal, untouched.
Since she didn’t sleep, she didn’t have much of an appetite. Though she couldn’t have been more
exhausted. Just by sitting down, Amber
felt like her body was exerting enough energy needed to scale a mountain. Her doctor had told her that the comparison
made a lot of sense.
“You could liken it to
being pregnant, actually,” she’d said.
“In a woman’s first trimester, she will feel regularly worn out simply
because her body is constructing a new organ to grow a human being. It’s tiring work.” Though Amber hardly felt that the mutation of
her skull could be in any way similar to getting knocked up. At least mothers got to have sex first before
their suffering. Granted, Amber demanded
cupcakes as soon as soon as it became apparent that the change was permanent,
but there was only so much that red velvet and cream cheese frosting could do
for her.
The
horned girl sat on the concrete ledge of the great pedestal the library lion
perched upon. Lots of people liked to
scatter themselves among the granite stairs in the shade of the great twin
beasts of oxidized bronze. But not when
Amber was there with her weathered black tome entitled ‘Occult Myths and
Mysteries.’ Though it wasn’t the first
time she sat there with a thick volume of a potentially blasphemous and wildly
interesting knowledge, it was the first time she had her hood down. No one could ignore the curved spikes jutting
out from just a bit behind her ears: they protruded from her black curls like a
bright, lopsided halo about the back of her head.
“Nice prop, heifer.” Amber looked up from the passage she’d been
reading about some ritual involving sexual cannibalism and found Mattie
standing there in front of her. He had
his hands in his pockets and a lollipop between thin, smirking lips.
“That was funnier a year
ago when I actually looked more like a cow,” Amber muttered before dog-earing
the page and shutting the book with a wave of musty-page smell wafting into her
nose. “What’s the damage, then?”
“I got a call from
Bricker. Said someone tipped off the
police about the town demon lurking on the steps of the Gwayne Merth so I came
to pick you up so you’ll stop disturbing the peace.” He sat down next to her and put his hands on
his forehead, rubbing a bit.
“I have half a mind to set
this building on fire just for that,” she said bitterly, reaching to stretch
her arms above her head. Mattie
laughed.
“Nah, I’m kidding
you. But you really should be wearing
your hood out in public, you know.”
“F**k
you, it’s hot.”
“So go inside where
there’s air conditioning, pest.” He got
to his feet and held out a hand for her to take. “Dad’s making beef stroganoff tonight, so we
should go home anyway.” Amber sighed
and pulled herself up by her brother’s grip.
For a moment, she looked at him with her tilted grin and then prodded
his forehead gently.
“You know,” she began as
her eyes focused on the space of Mattie’s brow, “I have a feeling you might get
pregnant soon.”