Attraction v Affection

Marriage ended today, hard day, still not sure what went wrong.

Attraction v Affection

Attraction, it is so intense, you lose yourself and each other, you feel as if no one else has ever felt like this, and you will feel like this way forever.

Affection - Time pasts by without even noticing, my attraction is still as strong as ever but things are changing. The sex which use to be spontaneous is now on a time table, and she is in charge of the scheduling.
Things that use to be fun to her are now becoming almost like a chore.
This is when the double edge sword of affection cuts in and cuts deep. You feel this pushing away, the change, so you start trying to make up for it in other areas. Buy her presents, tell her that is beautiful and you love her,  probably a little too many times in the day, try to please her every need.
Without even knowing it you just put out the last glowing ambers of the sexual love that she had for you, you are not the challenge that you once were, you are almost pathetic and weak, not a man anymore more like friend or even father figure.

It is over.

Author's Note

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