it's about timeA Poem by RuseInex
woke up this morning,
wanted to cash in on some time, but it was spent even before i had time to plot its worth so, i contrived a strategy to predetermine how to best use my time as if she were all mine she is not mine i borrow of her she influences my moves i may only do the things i do whatever those things are, while time keeps, slipping, slipping into the future, outside of clocks, i am not quite aware of her existence i decided to use her windows of opportunity most wisely, that is, to do those things i do, before she slipped by, that is, to do everything in my power to squeeze every bit of her, hours, minutes, seconds . . . by the time i had begun, an attempt to figure, how to do this, she overlapped me, she flattened my ambition and my pretentiousness to utter nothingness each of my attempts ended with the same results, time after time “what is time?” i asked, ″. . . but the movement of things, like sun up and down, like, the ticking of my heart, now as compared to it having beaten all the times before,” ″. . . time is in the thought of tomorrow and whether my heart will tick, then, or not,” ″. . . it is in the growth of things, measurable things,” ″ . . . things here today, gone tomorrow,” “she is in the history of all things, compared to right now, and compared to later” I’m spending time with time right now, this moment, i am her servant i can never own her there’s no way i can beat time, as i sit here and type these words and as i grasp to stretch each second, time eludes me . . . no, mick, time is not on my side she runs from me waits for no one, she is irreversibly on a mission of forward movement, never backward, once she passes by the outcome resulting from her passage is impossible to undo forget the so called, time travelers claiming to go back in time, (she takes no hostages), to change an event like, let’s say, to become unborn well, dear reader once you’re born it’s done it is what it is, to this a dude said to me, “i should not be here" “why not?�™" i ask, the dude said, “i will show you that if i were to go back in time, i could be unborn," 'cause if i were to go back in time, i would unbirth myself,” “how would you do that?” i ask again, “i would go back in a time machine and persuade my mother to refrain from sex with the man who would be my father” “well, if this were possible, who would i be talking with at this moment?” he looked at me quizzically, “i don’t know, since i wouldn’t exist” I said, “of course," "if your philosopy is correct, as you said, you would not be here," "to juxtaposition descarte, you think, therefore you are based on philosophical logic, right?” you just simply are who you are, this moment you can’t go back in time in order to bend time to your whim, don’t mess with time, enjoy it, abide by her rules, if you’re late for an important date, apologize, get prepared responsibly take the time to plan ahead don’t think, you can stretch time, save time by spending time, live your life freely the old addage, time flies when you’re having fun is true somewhat but, it’s relative to each individual’s perception, it time for me to go, but before i do, i’ll take some time to share, when i was young, i thought not much about the end of my time on this earth i think back, i look back now and see how indeed, time waits for no one (ask the moody blues) my life has sped by with no chance of recovering past events maybe someday i’ll have time to spend time for eternity a place where time never ends maybe, someday, i’ll have time to spend her wisely without waste ’til then she’s forever on my bucket list, it’s about time i make better use of her now i have, but the future to wait for © 2019 RuseInex |
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1 Review Added on May 9, 2019 Last Updated on May 9, 2019 AuthorRuseInexFresno, CAAboutI was born in obscurity Outside a small country town’s limits In a plank shack I kept a few memories That come into my head That i still carry around That i visit now and then The dust .. more..Writing
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