i choose christmasA Poem by RuseInexoh, i wander on this earth oh, it’s so dangerous where is my protection? my help is called lonely my thirst sits at the bottom of niagra falls my heart is crushed with lies they swirl in every direction like a mindless storm tragedy abounds, no shortage of news griefs hearts beat slow and skip, and stop tears flow, the floor slips i am lost in the whirling winds of dying voices, here today, obliterated tomorrow like at the end of a gum eraser how can i find rest when i see fragments of people, dissolved like shadow dreams, dissolved by the dark then heat and cold and then fire in agony, that comes from nowhere, groping in the dark i am fragmented myself by the moving of time, relentless never slowing, here today gone tomorrow, but never stopping, pushing to the narrowed edge my sorrow is deep and endless i cover it with short term occupation only my compassion for others' pain keeps me sane i am weak i am stubble i am burdened deep beneath the rubble only music only a script only the sounds formed together, that weave a visual story, such as the genius of charles dicken’s, a christmas carol can heal me now, the black and white version, the 1935 youtube marvel, can heal me now only the profound meaning found in the invisible, the tragic, made sensical by the outcome, even in the midst of supreme and weighty pain, misery and dread, only the threads of reality, of compassion, that tears the veil of pride and selfish, unseen, guided by invisible hands only the ethereal, the spiritual from the glorious above, only such balm can heal me now my soul and my spirit yield now, to the sounds of christmas its simple truth brings me relief now, if but only a moment i succumb to the beauty and the truth and the light and the sound of the glory of the meaning of christmas i rise to the strength i go by the power of the one, who at this time gives me meaning and shares his limitless love i choose to go through the storm, tossed and torn by the shards of the harsh, of the place we call earth i choose to see smiles in place of human frowns i choose to walk in courage and love i choose to take the X out of christmas and fight quietly against disdain and dread of this season, this time, this place, until all things are restored, as in the final chapter, as found in the glorious, sounds and visuals, of another classic marvel's ending chapter, that transport me back, coupled with years of living, seeing, feeling, believing, back to where things should be, where they were always intended to be, though it's dark the glorious light of Christ and his love still lights the world, i choose Christmas © 2018 RuseInex |
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Added on December 22, 2018 Last Updated on December 22, 2018 AuthorRuseInexFresno, CAAboutI was born in obscurity Outside a small country town’s limits In a plank shack I kept a few memories That come into my head That i still carry around That i visit now and then The dust .. more..Writing
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