wit's endA Poem by RuseInexthe weight of fatigue of push and pull i tear my clothes against the steel and plastic that harnesses the course of my life to which i yield
we think so modern and so we are by standards of the age of stone and stick but in terms of pain of outcome are no different our ancestors of that age
our turn, our weary muscles, our tendons burn, our nerves buzz, our joints ache, the force of nature is strong it will never change
i reach for a drink at end of day the push and pull go on without release of hold, no free of grasp to it as i reach for more of the same each day
the chatter the clatter steeped in countless matters, its a wonder the overload doesn't tear our hearts apart or does it?
i find myself in a stupor in the morning of that day followed without mercy by the night into which i plunge, to the moving treadmill of life
i am broken, i trudge, i fall, i crawl the treadmill drags me away hidden tears of grief restrained take their toll on my soul pain of helplessness of the pain
the thoughts in my head are pierced, assaulted by jagged bits of sand and gravel, shards of glass cut and hurt my thoughts impede my work at hand, my urge for peace, for rest is insulted by the fiery darts, so disguised are hurled by the foes that surround us unseen while angels fight, help us resist while measuring the scene
i fall and fall again and rise and push and pull, resist every weapon i have, employed,
still, fatigue weighs my thinking down, the onslaught is unrelenting fatigue makes the assault stronger hard on mere flesh and blood i would otherwise be forever destroyed as is for some, parts, or all no one goes unscathed perplexed and vexed
i am distraught at wit's end i fall again unsure and fragile, my heart can't take much more i know
i must walk, limp or crawl another mile nonetheless, make it to the end of yet another trial among the previous millions from the start to my present life, in this world, in this time in this age with everybody else
i must make it to the end nonetheless, somehow despite my wounded beaten heart and anxiety called fear until he said: My presence shall go with thee, and I will give thee rest i heard this morning at the start of another day © 2017 RuseInex |
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Added on June 4, 2017 Last Updated on June 4, 2017 AuthorRuseInexFresno, CAAboutI was born in obscurity Outside a small country town’s limits In a plank shack I kept a few memories That come into my head That i still carry around That i visit now and then The dust .. more..Writing
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