green mile

no time now, no retreat, smell defeat
on wobbly knees, broken bones
no time for contemplation argumentation
just regret

the silence mocks, my eyes hurt
by neon green, sterile glaring
cold heartless lights

no mercy
force my move, 
to corridor's final end
only atoms, the vulgar void
broken fossils, nihilism
no ape ascended man
dead universe
no hope
no lucy in the sky with diamonds now
evolution's mantra, rocks mocks my mind
my last meal on earth -primordial soup
regurgitate
bad script, bad blood, now disdain
my soul swallowed,
commit my existence to chaos

the crashing metal sound of forever closing doors
fear is real
whose king is death

something/ someone, intercedes my journey there
a voice soft and firm
i feel/ hear -
my name
no reprimand, pleads leads
just a voice,
love grounds earth to heaven
the switch is pulled

beside still waters, oh so deep
overwhelming flood dyed in red
carry something not of flesh and bone
it's me
carried by a man bright as lightening

a broken bleeding heart
of ruby blood shed for me