when i needed it most

visitation in wee of night's early morning hours

did you live through it,

the pain, its torment of the week?

yes, i still feel it

though burned i am still 

bodily barely alive

though deeply scarred

remnants of memory stay

His protective fence, my preservation

i choose to cover narcissism's mirror

rather, i choose to shatter its reflective glass 

with an irretrievable slam

i choose instead frailty subject to pain

to move forward endure into truths's light

just last night i stood at its threshold

this light over the lintel, 

in my spirit,

a white pure real, 

a bright warm surreal

warmth without heat

this Light of Entity,

of Love

this light of intelligence essence

of person, 

love highest 

unquestionable irrefutable 

love presence

comfort smooth it does

strength assurance, reassurance it did

this instant present moment 

surrounds me 

no description 

of phenomenon's visit

none needed

only Love Personified

only heart's feelings,

soothed is all that matters

matters now, this visitation

in time of my deepest need

in the night

in my spirit

by His Love

his assurance 

that i might endure to the end