was Blind now i See

I lost my lampstand
followed it to the edge of a texas midnight stream
collapsed at the base of a gnarled tree
scratched ’n clawed at its roots
seeking my twisted mind entwined
felt for it it in this subterranean base
entangled placed beneath the humid earth
i lost my lampstand sought the key
a firefly floated hung over my eye n’ led
to find my bloodied corpse near edge of mocking brook
to my second death I nearly fell in a waiting sinkhole
both of them berated me refused to cleanse my soul
i stumbled o’er barren soil that led to desolate desert
where the rocks taunted me and skinned my stumbling shins
came upon the midnight midst where shadows phantom grey
shimmered red in a sea of rusting lanterns lay
i smelled the thoughts of ghouls whose bony clutches reached
then beyond and with the light of billion quasars shone
he have me back my lamp
a son of man stood bloodied in the center of the universe
his words stamped upon the face of he who took my light
the son of man stood in dazzling light 
with substance’ truth verily clothed 
surrounded by countless ones 
platinum rays, pearled pillars, precious chorus singing
he gave me back my lamp
he gave me back his lamp