Part 3

Finally, Home! The place that has all my memories locked away inside, until death. . .
Death, I don't feel that dead. The clocks feel as if the just began to tick. 
I saw a car, it was familiar as I grew closer. I had recognized it.  The car was old but in fairly good shape, the dent. I made that. When I was first learning to drive. 
Memories they always flow like a river. 
I left the car and went on to the porch. . . scared of entering I heard a voice, 
"CC isnt back yet, I SHOULD OF STOPPED HER." screaming followed by a thump, is what I first heard. I had forgot what I was scared of and rushed in!
"I...I Am Here!" 
Thats when I found out. I went through my older brother. He had just got home from the war.  
"Woah! did it just suddenly get chilly?" He had cracked a smile and looked at mother.
"It'll be okay CC isn't a little girl."  Too, bad he didn't know the whole story. Too Bad no one knew.
I smiled as tears began to curl around my face. I laughed, spirits can still cry, just like normal. 
But, I am glade my brother is back its at least better, than him gone and me too.  He always knew what to say in any moment of anyone's needs. Even to strangers. Haha I loved him for that. Plus he was the only one that looked after me. When mother was out at the bar, he'd cuddle with me and my other little brother. Saying she'll be back. 
If He had been home when, I left looking for THAT man.  My brother most likely would hold me back as I kick and screamed than, say in a whispering voice, "he ain't worth it." After all that he'd cheer me up in some way or form.