The Question

pretty awesome.

Peace
Findng it in my heart
IN my mind
& my body
Close my mind from worldly items
but it is to hard to find
they say he floats above us
I say he doesnt
What made him so cool
that everyone follows him
in a way everyone is looking for someone
to blame thier hard life on
I could never picture a god
I could never picture someone making life suck  for some
& great for others
Where was he?
Finding Nirvana is not always easy
finding peace is never found
each day people look to the sky and wonder what will happen
I still do.
whose thoughts are the right ones and whose are not
most people now a days say the Jesus is the way
& say everything else is wrong
Free thinking in a Church is wrong
said a pastor
than why did we get it?
i always ask
he just looks away and acts like nothing was said
Nirvana means peace in mind and body thoughts and life.
to me you cannot find peace unless you give up things you love
but yet i am told to love God to find peace
I dont believe that
People go off and find peace
without god, without Jesus, without anything
why cant the world be like that?
We can just stop wars and hungry and find peace
Its not that easy Carly.
It can be
it can be easy.
But we are to caught up in looking for a 'God'
Peace can be found in the most unknown places
I found this out when i was on the flood of my living room
One of the most uunpeaceful places in my house
where people fight and cry on daily bases
& there was no god involed in me finding it
My mom looks down at me for not wanting to go to church
i want to find myself
& be myself
but family hates that i think freely
My pastor would say i think to much
Does Life really want us to let someone run our lives?
to take something good and make it bad
to look past thoughts and only look at who believes in what
talking is easy to do
doing is harder
speaking out in schools is worst
if i was to say there is no god i would get beat up
Kicked out of my house
& forgotten
that is how the world is now
Nirvana..
Where could you be
God
Where are you
Where are you?
just a silent room
Nothing more
Nothing less

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Reviews

[shinybluestars03]

Awesome write.
I absoulte agree with everything you
mentioned here.

"I could never picture a god
I could never picture someone making life suck for some
& great for others"
I always wondered about this point as well its like why would God
send some of his children to hell and some to heaven if he loves us all the same right?

Anyways all in all you did an awesome job
Keep on writing
Thanks for sharing.

Best wishes