Expressions of my heart

Dedication to my ex

And then she left!
Do you still have questions lingering
In that mind of yours?
Do you wish i come through and
And make it clearer to you?
Or maybe you wish you hadn't opened up your heart to me?
Do you regret the day we met?
Do you wish you didn't let my eyes manipulate you?
Maybe you wish to have been blind to see,
What you saw in me?

Do i want to apologise for the route i took?
Certainly Not.
Do i regret meeting you?
Sadly. Yes.

You cared too much.
And loved too much.
I always dragged-a-step-behind.
For the fear of commitment
Fear of breaking your tender heart.

I made a wish upon a wishing star
That shone in the deep folds of darkness
Like so,
Love and Happiness shall find you at an unlikely place.

I cared too much to hurt you Nkosi
So i left.