Nibble nibble Into the Gingerbread House we go
red pot, blue pan, dried roses hang on the mossy wall
so I smell Snow White’s perfume. She sings with me and I with her.
We never sweep the cobwebs away but let them
grow into pretty veils to dance around.
A dwarf lives here—his earthy heart is broken—he is so lonely…
I let him kiss me, I don’t remember who he is but
he lets me smoke cigarettes in bed.
I even divide my gold every day and give him half.
Chocolate Cake rests on the table under its crystal coffin
while it waits for time to pass.
I am enchanted here, I come back again, and again, and again. . .
I long for Halloween—mushroom forest.
Sometimes I don’t know my name.
Scratch scratch I carve it into the table so I don’t forget
I cut my finger a little.
Tip-toeing through the parlor with my lemonade and champagne
to pour around, I scarcely disturb the two wolves
breathing noisily like ogres ready to wake.
I play dress-up in a torn red robe, pretending it’s made of satin.
The painting of his bare mother watches us from under Christmas lights.
Bump bump I hit my knees on the treasure chest
at the bottom of the stairs every time I go by.
My bruises wonder what’s inside. . .one day, he says, it will be full
of all the things I want. Sometimes the gypsies and elves visit
to produce fairy dust from their patched pockets.
We think happy thoughts learn to fly.
I have no thoughts at all. Sniff Puff. At all.