Life of judgment

My self esteem issues, basically have gotten to me

I used to see myself, feel myself and now I am just another girl
Lost in my own thoughts,not able to realise my worth
I have found an image ,in the mirror I see a stranger not worthy
I used to love my own image
But fear, judgment, lack of self worth
Has gotten to me so invasively,that I am unable to be me for me
Judgement from any mouth that dares to speak my name sends shivers to my spine
I am confused about who I should be, what I should do and for who I should do it for
Who am l? Am I for me or for others?
I just want to belong, and not worry about Judgment
Does anybody's opinion define me?
Or am I just scared to be me?
I just want to be free from Judgment
Tired of being a prisoner of other people

Author's Note

Please read my writing and tell me if I am even half trying

Reviews

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You're trying and that makes me happy...

I've to say or I may regret later, I've been through such tough phrases of life many times....and maybe many more such are upcoming....
But one benefit they gave me unwilling is that they've strengthened me very much. ....hope you'll triumph your battle.....Take care :)

[Rosilina]

Thank you so much for noticing my work , I hope to over come it too

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You're very welcome Rosilina :)