WEARING A MASK ON MY FACE

Why do I feel all this pain. feel all alone life it makes me sad. This mask I wear inside my head. No more excuses there's no use in pretending all the confusion is messing my head up don't know were i am coming or going with myself. All this anger its raging inside. shut myself off from the world its better that I hide, no one understands the hurt the rage the turmoil that's inside. kept it in for weeks putting on a mask. To even hide from myself. Need to get a grip pull myself together, or people will think that i am just a crazy lad. my thought's run around in my head, need to calm down. is their anyone that can "help" feel so depressed lost interest in myself can't sleep or eat everything is bleak my life is a mess. Cant go on feel tired lost and all alone where is the LOVE...