THE PAIN I CANNOT HIDE

their is no excuse for abuse

I don't want to hate you as you been through the same, but why? I must know I trusted you. You let me down, Oh how could you there is no where to run or hide please don't give me your "excuses" you have stolen my youth nothing can give it back. IT was your fault and not mine your behavior changed my life forever the pain; I still carry around with me I feel a nothing a nobody my life is in ruins you paid the price! But as for me I feel trapped inside me wishing the abuse would go away but it follows me in my heart and I hold on to the bitterness that's all I have got, you see the pain is within me how can I ever forgive you now. knowing that we will never have a relationship hurts me deeply but I need to protect myself and others from you I hope that you understand the way I feel and just for me I need to let you go..