I HAVE STOPPED LIVING BI---POLAR PART TWO

ISOLATED WITH BI--POLAR It all began when I was 15 years of age. I started having psychosis changes in mood hearing voices and a low appetite; sleepless nights. out bursts of aggressiveness

Are you there please stay a while.
As my thought's are in a daze.
Everything is just going crazy.
Cant see a way out, this fear is hell.
Have you got a moment you see is their
anyone to talk too you see I have been
"depressed"! for a good while now no
rest for the wicked.


Take me now to the doctor I plead.
you see I have been very worried
wait a second the thoughts just go
around in my head keep on hearing,
certain voices inside my head?
Not sure if I believe it as its
telling me to do crazy things.


No wear to run and no wear to hide
my thoughts are racing like a sports
car. it feels like an oil leak don't
have any control over my emotions.
The voices roll around in my head
asking me to commit suicide.
Take the easy way out.
death in a big black hole
No life stopped living.
My life is not my own
anymore.