Twisted

Domestic abuse should never be accepted.

I gazed into the face of the sunlight.
It glowed like a ray of hope.
The warmth soothed doubts.
The wind blew a gentle breeze through my ear.

I wandered up Woodlands with a troubled heart.
My spirit was slowly sinking
Drowning.
I struggled to see the signs
Thoughts of Suicide
Hopelessness
I was sinking fast and furious.
QI refused to see it.
Often denied it.
I fought like cat and dogs.
To keep myself afloat.
The hardships
A feeling of my self-esteem being crushed.
To the point I couldn't face life.
Tears constantly filled my pillow.
It fact it rained constantly.
The truth is I felt all alone.
I only felt safe among the birds trees
In the stillness of beauty.
In fact that's where the secret bonding of memories began.

Were did it all go wrong.
Didn't I give you enough attention.
What happened to you.
To make you treat me so bad.
It's not my fault .
You changed.
But I can't accept this you.
I have to leave you
Before it's to late.