I often sit and wonder

Questioning lifes tolls...

 

I often sit and wonder why certain events occurred

Why id be taken why me and not her?

Is there ever such thing as forgiving and forgetting?

To find peace in those that have hurt you and destroyed your webbing

Is it possible to erase the past the images that replay
Is it possible to vanish my thoughts on these days?

I often find myself wondering if he remembers what his done

If he understands the hurt, the torment the darkness around my sun

I sit and wonder what id be like today
If I didn’t grow up like that if my past wasn’t that way

Would I be more tolerant more trusting of others?

Would I have a better relationship with my Mother?

I often sit and wonder what would happen if I spoke out

If I told the world what you did, not softly but a shout
Will I ever gain the courage to confront my fears
Will you ever be punished for all those years?

Would I be who I am today? If those events never played
I often sit and wonder.

Author's Note

the first poem I have ever written.. Just felt like clearing my thoughts about certain events... Let me know what you think !

Reviews

[Madelyn Defray]

There are a few spelling mistakes and grammatical errors but it is still very nicely done for a first poem. I hope your thoughts have successfully been cleared!