Lonely Girl

How I feel among my so-called 'year' at school. It may seem down, but to be honest, I don't care. It's not exactly a poem, but it lets my feelings show...

Everyone I talk with

Everyone I'm around

Whenever they seem to talk

I always get put down

They seem to look upon me

With dislike within their eyes

And even though I think it's not true

I can see behind the lies.

 

Nobody seems to like me

But I don't really care

I would actually not mind

If I wasn't truly there.

Maybe it's just me

The fact that I'm so quiet

I can't seem to see

That we'll never get along.

 

Even though there are a few

Who listen when I'm down

They always seem to cheer me up

Whenever they're around.

I'm happy that they're there

Even though I'm alone

That make me feel like some do care

And not even those at home.

 

I wish I just didn't belong

With those in my year

I think it would be best

If I just disappear.

Disappear from the school

Disappear from the world

Hide within my home

And feel like a lonely little girl.

Author's Note

I have had about enough with everyone in my year, there only seems to be two, more than likely, one person I actually talk with and get along with.

Reviews

[GorgEOus NiGhtMarE]

Everyone feels like this at times. I, for one, felt this way through most of my adolescence. You've just got to be patient and look around. I'm sure their are plenty of people who actually do care. Its just that sometimes you get lost in the gloom and find it harder to see. :) another great poem.

[Rose]

Thanks, and yeah... there are people who care, but there's times when I feel like I'm alone, and always will be, but I know that's not true.

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I think that sometimes people don't really know what others are going through, especially if you don't share your feelings. I have found that when you have a down atmosphere people aren't really drawn to you because they don't want to become down either, but keeping a positive and happy atmosphere and showing that you want to talk and stuff might help. And sometimes having just a couple friends is all you really need if they truly are there to help you and stuff...having a bunch of friends or people to talk to doesn't mean it's going to always make you happy, but it would be nice to at least get along with them.

Good Job

[Rose]

Thanks

[Rhianne Ney]

I can actually relate here, but it won't give us any possibilities to move forward soon. I am not the typical social person and at times I always beg to differ. Being a writer had took its tolls on me making me yearn for my own space and to others it doesn't seem normal and would often let me be.

Well, I would do something about that if I can, but since I don't know when I'll be able to make amends I might just stay away from it.

Yes, humans are always fickle to pain and would never be able to walk ahead once they don't know when to give up what's bounding them.

But if you look at it positively you can always choose the road that you wanted to take(:

I'm not saying this to change what you're believing in but if it does, I'm sorry. Sure, I might sound like a hypocrite trying to change everything that you have but sorry, I beg to differ.

I wanted to be sociable also and I hope in the future I might establish positive relationships with others.

Those people who don't seem to understand just needs to spend a lot of time with you. Surely, they might be able to think again before judging you and your own ways.

~Rhianne Ney

[Rose]

Thanks, I just feel like nobody even tries to get to know me, and it hurts. There are people in the years below me, who I feel actually know who I truly am, and what I am like.

[Rhianne Ney]

I'm going through the same experience so I'm confident to say that I can relate with what you're experiencing. But sometimes, it can be our fault when we just stay silent in a corner there and never escape from that corner

[Rose]

I understand, so maybe we should be the ones to try socialise with others.

[Rhianne Ney]

Yeah, I think so too, I hope I can do that properly. I'm a brave coward you know ^-^

[Rose]

I hope that I will as well

[Rhianne Ney]

(: Ganbatte to us together

[Perri]

Their should be they're =)
Think this is your best poem so far ^^ It's sad though...hope you're okay =/

[Rose]

Thanks, and I'm sure I'll be fine. You are one of the few people who actually seem to care about me in the year, and are always there for me no matter what. I appreciate that, and if I hadn't met you as a friend, then I don't know what I would do, or where I would be just now. Knowing me, I would be hiding in a corner, isolating myself even more from the year.