fail

I am cling to a rotting life
succumbed by a existence full with negativity and failure
where everything is surreal ad everything is a lie
falsified by a world full of s***s
living each day with a souless appettite
a misguided fool...a puppet to lifestyle hand
my infertile head to regurgitate my life to lunacy
a imminence burn..charring my desires to breath..
Paranoia have widespread volume
making me how
gutwrenching scream deaf my ears
am sick..am tired

mind snapped with failure
mental chrome dome filled with demented thoughts
i failed to conquer life
how to tame my head to this new method
left alone...
Everybody walked away...every relation deflated..