Spring to winter

Its about when I lost my childhood to winter time of my life... To me teenage is winter cuz if you dont take care of yourself you might even lose yourself the most imp. Time of your life

Was it the time
When I understood
If I can't see your
You can't see me too
Theory was incorrect?

Or when I finally knew
Monsters aren't hidden under the bed
But mingled with our world?

Was it when
Somebody told me
Sun and moon dont
Walk with us
Or when I saw
Dad putting gifts
Under the christmas tree for us

When was it that
Spring time id my life
Left me
And life swapped seasons

Was it when it was revealed
That people dont really
Love you
They use you

Or the time
Oh so precious 1 rs. Coin
Turned to
Not so precious
100 rs. Note

Is it when I came to know
The more older you turn
The lesser you are loved
That
People daily lose their beloved

Maybe it left me too
As I started to grow older
It started loving me lesser
Maybe
Life spinned in its axis
And
The seasons of my life
Changed from spring to winter
To develop a cold heart
To replace the other

Author's Note

Ignore the grammar mistakes and uh I would love suggestions!!!