I Saw You

A feast for sore eyes.

I SAW YOU

Was it bleak or bright, I cannot say, so mesmerized was I,

when I saw you cross your balcony to take the morning air.

Brilliant were the beams and bands that danced about your hair:

an angel in her nimbus, uniting earth and sky.

And I saw you there--saw your red eyes catch the day,

saw you look in my direction, saw your red eyes look away.

A man am I, a dog with human glands.

I snuck behind a moving van and wiped my sweaty hands.

A love unreal confused me, abused me,

tucked my tail and called me stray. Bite the hand

or beg for more? True to form, I slunk away.

And though indeed it strained me, and pained me to adjourn,

I blew a kiss and swore that on the morrow I’d return.

My heart, he soars on silken wings.

That new day came. Ah, so unjust!

And so complete my pain--I saw you with another man,

your nether halves entwined…perhaps,

though shards of years were ground to dust,

my blood prints marked me plain:

a mongrel doomed to stoops and stones,

a cur condemned to scraps.

But I saw you--saw you slit me like a knife,

eviscerate my very soul and leave my pride to rot.

You…you kissed this man! You graced his life

with lips Love meant for me. You left me nought.

So rapt, this man! Oh, why, sweet thing,

were you so wrapped in he? A fractured dream,

a crippled heart--Ha! What are they to me.

My brain, he lurches light-to-shadow.

The day was black, and cold as sin. Intent, hell-bent,

I sought your hearth again…and saw you with a dozen men!

I blew it there, I lost it then. I split but scampered back in ten.

Then kneeling ’neath your window, wrist bleeding onto chalk,

I visualized a pentagram, and drew it on the walk.

O wretched me! The ills I loosed were sudden and extreme.

I seemed to reel through realms surreal, engulfed in flames and steam.

But in that rune I saw you--your burning hair, your melting face--

betrothed to a misshapen brute, and crushed in his embrace.

I saw you fry, my tainted pie, my angel-not-to-be.

No matter, dear, our course is clear: no other fool,

you fickle jewel, will share your fate with me.

My fist, he palsies as he clenches.

Dismayed by dreams of infants’ screams, I part my lids to find

I’ve merely lost my will-to-be, I’ve yet to lose my mind.

The frauds and freaks run howling, the living rape the dead--

I’d give my all to make my peace; alas, I’ve made my bed.

With toes aflame I wander lame down ways that pitch and wind;

the lashers all assume I’m lost, the hiders think I’m blind.

But I saw you Here! The Master’s squeeze!

--a wizened, crippled crone, with wagging head

and yoke of lead, an anvil on your rear.

Your shins were munched, your back was hunched,

your skin all puckered rind.

A scorched queen with a smoking crown,

your swelling belly led you down a path of spewing stone.

Fouled and flanked by giant flies,

I saw you pass through veils of gas,

your piglets close behind. Your clogs were frogs,

your wedding ring a thing of chiseled bone.

Your skirt was thatch, with hose to match

the squalor of your thighs.

I saw you walk his wombats, dear, with fish hooks in your eyes.

My leg, he chases me in circles.

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Author's Note

A reviewer's work is never done. Sorry, no wizards or hobbits.

Reviews

[Haley]

This poem is so powerful through the imagery that is created. You can feel the heartbreak and betrayal, the anger seeping through each line. It was so craftily prepared that I can't wait to read more of your work!

[Carlos Lorenzo Estrada]

I very much enjoyed your poem Ron. It was visually stunning in metaphors and forlorn in heartbreak. It's not surprising that your poem is so artful in its creativity considering you also illustrate as well. Excellent work I really enjoyed reading this poem a lot. Thank you for sharing your art with us.