Realization

Realization

A Chapter by Rory CJ Frankson
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Between Worlds, without End

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Realization


Between Worlds, without End

Feelings of the heart, a possibly even harder thing, to write of. To take away the intellectual aspect of personality, and delve into the more ephemeral and not as tangible elements of our consciousness. To then translate that into expression and make meaningful to Empathic response to stimuli, I'm finding to be a challenge to represent. Or just what processes, are engaged in that place before understanding takes hold. That building, toward... 'A light bulb moment'. Ask yourself, a question...


What is Realization?


I realize, this may have put you on the spot. I do understand, that you may find it difficult to arrive at a meaningful way of answering this challenging question. Yet by doing so, I just put you through... that whole process. I've state earlier, that emotive response... is important to recognition. Feeling arrives, to give us an intimation on rationality. If I pose a question to you out of the blue, “does the bark on the tree, suit the dogs house”? There may be a short moment of puzzlement, before the correlation arrives. You realize of course, that bark correlates with both, a tree and a dog. Yet, one part of you, is rejecting ithis statement as unreasonable. To make this comparative value. Process. Asks, how does house fit into that? You might have imagined, a dog house covered in tree bark. If you did, you are a really imaginative soul.

 

Now, this gets so much harder. Your on the phone, and your Mother. Is informing you that your best childhood friend, you haven't seen for fifteen years. Has just been killed in a car accident... you feel a building pressure, maybe your friends face flashes before your eyes as you remember her as she was when you'd seen her last. You feel dumbstruck, and numb, you can't really believe she is gone, and already. You feel a void in your world, with out her in it. You realize, she had just phoned you last week. It arrives... your friend is gone, and tears come. Your voice cracks all up, and find it hard to talk to your Mom and need to take a minute. Oh god, this is horrible... she died in a painful way, you already feel the shock, that she suffered. Wave after wave of thoughts, arrive. That stimulate, even more waves of emotion to ride. Of course now, you will need to go to the family funeral.

To say, goodbye...

A very hard thing to live through, and everybody does suffer that kind of loss of loved ones. To have tragedy come to them, and have to deal with those realities of life conditions... to contend. I will ask another question, as I've stated it a few times. What does it mean, to contend with life?


Now, I will ask you. How you felt about that question...

Was it a negative, or a positive response that you got from that question?


Ok, you are on the phone. You were on a business trip and had to leave your wife, very near to her delivery time. The doctor, is telling you that you are a Father and you now have a brand new baby boy. Your first wave of joy goes by, to probably ask, how is your wife doing and feeling concern for her. She is fine healthy and resting. Now, maybe you hate your job, for interfering, with this precious moment in your life that can never be replaced. Probably can hardly wait, to get home and see your new baby and your spouse. Get on, with the rest of your life.


Again, a thing that is a happenstance and the processes that are experienced. To contend is a necessity, it can contain joy, sorrow and the whole gambit of emotive responses. All of these, then must be dealt with. There is a quality of demand there. It can be easy, hard or a real chore to slug your way through. To realize, these are necessary states to your existence and a relationship. 'To your world'. The foundation of perception, becoming more evident. Awareness and realization are tools, without them the world of your contention... would be, meaningless.

 

As I was writing of earlier, about measurement. Our life is a cycle, lived through. Composed of many derivative cycles. The Native way of saying this is life is represented by a circle. This is a definition of space, the circumference is a line of tension, that holds this model in place. Picture this as the world of your 'contention' and study that word. As the meaning, is a bit of a word play. At this juncture, I'm about to draw into line. Previously made statements, and I hope that it brings about a realization. To make some of those random statements, appear meaningful.


Back to when I was twenty three, and I'm living in a huge house with extended family. My sister and brother an I and children, laughingly refer to this place as the Mad Mansion, on Swan Lake. For its at times was a pandemonium of four adults and eight children. I was  fairly new to this idea of trying to arrive at a spiritual life. Much of that time, I wassuffering depression and withdrawal from my previous, life style.


The basement was my domain, and I spent a lot of time writing a journal and being very much inspired. Attempting to be a Poet. My words, seem to drag me off into some between, place. To allow the form to arrive, upon the page. I did have one major realization. It was in the beginning, very simply complex!


I AM...


So, get a piece paper. Yes... right now! Oh, and don't forget a pencil, a ruler maybe, an eraser and... you might want to sit at a table. For this exersize. Hey, before you go... bet you didn't think, this would become an interactive read, hey? Well this part is, ok. Go get your tools, for perception. We will create a world together, and all the making of it... in between. Composed, of many derivative cycles.


A hoop of many hoops, ha ha ha. To jump, through! Between, worlds within worlds. Without end...


Ok, ready to create? There will be dialogue in between, you realize! So, there I was... in my basement, writing philosophical poetry. I was experiencing, a building pressure like that condition that comes, before... the light bulb moment! Well, my actual light bulb moment... was a few years in the making of a future path, that lay ahead of this partial realization. I remembered my friends statement, that deal, about hearing that individuality meant: in divided duality.

 

So before you, is a blank piece of paper, and. An empty space. We are going to create, conditions to define and measure a portion of that space. Hence your tools, so your first challenge. Is to use your ruler and with all of your innate abilities and primary education. You are going to measure that space, and find. Its exact. Centre...

There good, now that small pencil dot. Is your Primal point, and reality is about to unfold itself from that very location in space and well, your time spent. Willingly, doing this exersize. Now, we must create a circle. So that point is in its exact center and the circle, take up maybe a third of that space. As there will be additions, around it.

As it, expands... Reality.


If you have a compass, well tools are great aren't they! If you don't, a saucer, a lid, any circle you deem to be the right size, will do. Measure each edge of your paper and divide that by half, and mark them four sides. Take your ruler, and hopefully. It isn't, a tiny little job. Lightly divide your paper into four. They should all pass directly through center. I'm going to skip the compass people, and go to the ones, that are being creative. (No offence, by the way) It may take awhile, but measure the distance across your lid. Divide that in half. Take that measurement to the paper and measure it from center. To each line and mark it outward, to make a half inch mark parallel to each edge. Great, now lay your lid down there and line it up with those marks. Draw your circle there, carefully. If you did it all right... that circles exact center. Has been located, successfully... good for you! Pour a coffee for your self, and.

Read on... to another, inference.

 

Short pause and your coffee break for dialogue, and creative visualization. Your mom and dad, have just conceived you. The work just done. Was you, dividing that single cell. Growing, in the womb. All of your DNA potential, is beginning to manifest itself. All, that you will become. Is already there. Height, weight, hair an eye colour... you've heard all this before, I would imagine. The circle that you have drawn there. Is you... We, have created a means of definition. To ascribe, to your future realm of influence. The dot, is singular. When, it was only a dot. In the middle of space. You couldn't see, that it was a single line. Stood on end. It rotates, for you to see. It is a manifest line. I... to, rotate again. To transcend itself, and you see. That it is a circle. Now you. Are in that space... 'I AM'! The first unfolding was an awareness, of only space. Then, to realize that it contain. A dot. The unfolding, showed you conditions of defined measurement of your individual. 'Realm of Influence'.

That dynamic tension, that makes you, "you!" And, contains all that you are, in an outer space. As yet unaware of the world, you are about to be brought into. At least so far, you know that you are 'In' something. The womb. As a single cell, in that first 'Divided' line. Into, two equal halves. You now have a condition, of 'Duality'...

You see, a representation of... 'Individuality'!


As your circle, already has been divided into into four equal parts. The beginning explanation to my creation analogy. Is in place. Take again your ruler, and we are going to divide this circle, into eight equal parts. This is easy enough, take your ruler and where the first of the four pies lines meet the circles edge. You measure, that distance, across. Divide it in half, mark with a small dot and the measurement. Should be the same, for the next three. If not... well. You have messed up. Easy enough, to correct...

I'll wait. Right then. Make sure when you connect the dots that your lines are going through at exact center. Now, what we are doing. Is creating a geometric pattern, and can be represented... as a mathematical formulae. If your a mathematician, give it a whirl. That'd be a challenge. As then, it could fed it into a fractal image program at a university computer lab, and... you could then, watch your fractal pattern grow...


It is called Euclidean Geometry, and was first developed in ancient Greece. Then furthered upon, in Un-Euclidean Geometry. Like in theoretical Sociology mathematics. This I have already been discussing, as engaged 'Processes in Recognition'. How 'Cognitive Reason & Empathic Response' identify, and can aid in the recognition of a conceptual reality. A representation, in theoretical logic...


In what can be referred to as: Logo Symmetry.


As a square, is appealing to the eye. If it is off set, our relationship to it changes and we perceive the object, instantaneously. As out of Balance. Logo's are a composition and and a representation, of an inner meaning. You see a Walmart Logo and automatically, you know it is a place. You might want to shop for well, about anything! It is a symbol used to advertise, the products they represent. The symmetry in your growing design... is Geometry. If any of your measurements, are not correct. You will notice right away, that your pattern. Does not appear, right.


This is its symmetry. Perceived.


Balance in composition. Creates a sense, of Harmony...

The template of Reality, on the four corners. Of a foundation premise. The square.

I use a square and it is primarily an essential tool, in my carpentry. I could not do, a carpentry job. Without this very fundamental reality, of a Craftsman. In this, whatever kind of writing. This is adding up to... each 90 degree corner, must be perfect. To make a geometric square. This philosophical outlay. Is that, in this foundation premise. Each corner, is ascribed a definition. Each of these conditions, have been expressed throughout. The opening of the topic... The Golden Path. These four foundation terms, are: Alignment, Center Balance and Harmony. When your geometric pattern, is compete. We will be adding these primary conceptual stimulations. To your star. First, I would present a very practical example to this concept. To carry a dynamic, of how these foundation terms run concurrent. Through all things. In a thoroughly modern, application.


The following example, unfolds...

You are driving your car downtown, it is very busy and a lot of traffic. You pass an open parking spot, an too late. Your in a hurry to go round the block, before any one else takes it. Turning the corner too fast, and again. A little sharp... 'pow'. You run over a large curb. It was quite a jolt and your heart is racing and correct your driving. To reach your parking space. 'Whew', big relief. Business all done, and your groceries loaded. Your heading home. You pick up speed to enter the freeway... and. You feel your steering wheel shimmy, badly. Now your aware, that going over the curb. Has damaged, your car.


Oh man, it handles very poorly and you have to drive quite slowly home. Your husband comes home from work, and you dread telling him what happened. He explains, that it probably knocked the wheel out of Alignment. You realize now the car, is going to require repair. But where? Your husband knowingly informs you, at the tire store. They do wheel (circle) alignments, to put the car up on a Balance beam. To measure and repair the damage, that has caused this imbalance. Center the tire again, so it can roll down the road. In Harmony. Oh, that was helpful and now. You have this understanding. It is an easy thing, in its acceptance. To fit it into all the things, you have to contend with... tomorrow!


With this direction, you will navigate your way. To this most necessary repair. If not done, the shimmy will only get worse and decrease the longevity, of your transportation. Ok, just take the same stories analogy, and apply it. To your health or global pollution. Ok then. Lets now continue, shall we...


Now you have before you a circle with eight points, in the division of this circumference. At the bottom point ascribe it the value S, the top N, to the right E, the left W.... Ah, I get it. Your thinking it is the four directions. EXACTLY, can you fill in the other four. I'll count to twenty... ok need help with the off set directions. They should be, SE SW NE NW and there is the points between. We aren't going into that level detail, you get the idea. I stated, that we are a world within a world, and now. We are creating that, together. Yes, it is a navigational Logo representation. Take again, your ruler in hand. Beginning with S align on the left side of your center line with NW. Be sure to make your lines meet a nice sharp point, at the very edge of the circle. Now from the right side of your NW line, connect to top side of E line. From bottom side of E, connect to bottom side SW... SW to N, to SE. Note, I'm shortening up my instruction. As I believe, you have the idea now. SE to W, W to NE, NE to South. Grounded, to Earth.


You have ended where you began, and completed the circuit. In electrical terms. Once you have common ground, with a completed circuit. Electricity can flow...


Ah, a light bulb moment!


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© 2013 Rory CJ Frankson


Author's Note

Rory CJ Frankson
Ha ha ha, I like thoughs light bulb moments. Do you?

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If it means all connects, I love them too! lol

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