There it is: my house. Actually it was my house when I was a
child. I was 8 years old he last time I was here. Even in the darkness, I can
tell it’s still painted that bright Victoria yellow. Of course, after all these
years it’s starting to fade. I don’t remember those bushes lining the walkway
though, they must be new. I’m sure Mom and Dad still live there, I recognize
the curtains in the downstairs sitting room: rust orange tied back with rust
orange ropes. But it’s late; perhaps I should come back in the morning. I
wouldn’t want to wake them. I forgot how much I liked the smell of the autumn
air and the chill is a nice change. Stale, uncirculated air gets old fast. I think I’ll take a look around the old
neighborhood before I go home. It’ll be good for me to revisit some old
memories. Across the street there used to be…yes, there it is. I remember
trying to climb that giant boulder almost every day with a few of the other
kids from around the neighborhood. It really seemed huge then. I wonder if the
basketball hoop is down around the corner. It was old when we used to use it.
Was that a door opening? It’s my house, my parent’s house. I can see someone
coming out the front door. It’s them, it’s Mom and Dad. They’re awake. Should I
just walk up to them and say, “Hey Mom. Hey Dad. It’s your son. Long time no
see, huh…” Would they recognize me even? Mom looks good. I can’t believe she
still wears that blue striped dress. Her hair looks beautiful, curly and brown
and maybe just a little bit messy. They white patch in Dad’s hair has barely
grown at all. I expected it to be all white by now. Mom always did like to
bring her iced tea outside with her in the evening. She’d sit on her chair,
just like she’s doing now. And Dad would go down the stairs to the walkway and
pull a few weeds out before returning to his own seat, right next to her. There
they sit: Mom and Dad. Maybe if I just go to them and explained…no, at night it
would probably just scare them if a man in the dark walked up to them and said
he’s their son. I’m happy I at least got to see them tonight and it looks like
they’re doing well. I wonder if Mom still sings in the women’s choir. She loved
that, and I remember going to her concerts at Christmas. One year Dad was even
the host. I have so many happy memories of this place. I see car lights coming
this way. It looks like three cars. Two are police cars but they don’t have
their red and blue lights on. Something must be wrong. They’re stopping in
front of my house. I recognize the man getting out of the third car. He wears
slacks, a wrinkled button down shirt and a long coat. I can’t place his face
but I’m sure I’ve seen him before. They’re looking for something, something
around my house. Now I’m getting a bit worried. If I get a little closer, I may
be able to overhear what’s going on. I don’t think I’ll be seen behind the
giant boulder across the street. I think I’m starting to hear them talk. The man in the long coat is saying, “Check the
area well; behind the house, try the neighbors, too. Knock on some doors; see
if anyone’s seen anything, but no one goes inside the house.” Is he talking
about my house? Why would they go into my house? I know I’ve seen him before.
Maybe he’s just one of those faces. I don’t see my parents on the porch
anymore; they must have gone to bed. Well some of the police are coming my way,
I’d better get out of their way so I don’t distract them from finding whatever
it is they’re looking for. It’s gotten a bit chillier since I’ve been out here,
but the officers are wearing thick jackets so they should be warm. All I have
is a windbreaker. I should get myself a good thick jacket. Winter is on its
way, after all. There’s a lot of excitement going on here tonight. I really
don’t want to be in the way of the police. I think I’ll be moving on. I can
come back in the morning and surprise Mom and Dad. It’ll be a great day. One of
the police officers is talking to the man in the long coat, they are trying to
whisper, but I still hear them. The man in the long coat says, “I was certain
he’d come this way. I guess I was wrong.” The cop asks, “Why would he come
here? Did he live here?” “Yes he did,” replied the other man, “when he was
young, he lived here with his parents.” “Well should we be alerting them?
Shouldn’t they be told?” asked the cop. The other man spoke with a bit of
surprise in his voice, “No, they aren’t here. He killed them both when he was
eight.” That’s all I could hear as I walked by in the darkness. Wow, that’s
really creepy. I wonder if the ice cream shop is still open. I should bring
some to Mom and Dad tomorrow. Let’s see, Mom like’s strawberry, Dad like’s
chocolate…