My guide for tomorrow

My guide for tomorrow

I wish it would be better
If I had not made mistakes
It feels me stress
And makes me depress

My parents dreams and desires
I want to attain
But I fear
That it can be detain

Recalling my past make me so dim
I remember the day with you
Which compel me to think
And your absence sink

People calls me duffer
Is there anything left for me to suffer
Yeah I am a duffer
It gives strength to prosper

Now book is my only friend
That I would like to trend
Here I am alone again
But my book is there to remove my strain

My life is full of ups and Downs
But my mistake guided me,how to defeat it down
I wish it would be better
If I could make mistake again and again!