No more strength

This is how people feel when they're emotional fatigue

It's a dark October night under the gozebo lights I've been fighting a battle that I find seemly hard to win for the past few months ever since I had my emotional breakdown on may 31st 2020 life has gotten more troubling. Physically I'm fine but mentally and emotionally I'm struggling extremely hard to deal with daily task of everyday life one reason for this is the people that are surrounding me are making it difficult for me and my life is already difficult enough without having to deal with people treating me like my feelings are irrelevant and I have no point of view in life the reason why this hurts so deeply is because I know I'm better than this and I wish people would see me for who I am and not my condition as a issue because I dont see it as an issue and even if it was I was like this since birth so I don't have any control over what's happened to me but the people that are closest to me seem to not understand that and these are imediate family members I deal with on a daily basis.


Dear lord,
I come to you asking that would help my situation I'm doing everything I can to not have another emotional breakdown but it is very difficult when the people who are closest to you are coming against you with every opposition, and I know oppositions is a good thing because you said if the devil is not fighting you youre not doing something right but this is a little too much and I'm feeling like I could crack at any moment please send a physical person to help me in the flesh I really need this as soon as possible if not I'm going to go off on someone I need in my life and I really don't want to do that because I don't want to burn the bridges that I may have to cross over again in Jesus name I pray amen.

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It's a dark October night under the gozebo lights I've been fighting a battle that I find seemly hard to win for the past few months ever since I had my emotional breakdown on may 31st 2020 life has gotten more troubling. Physically I'm fine but mentally and emotionally I'm struggling extremely hard to deal with daily task of everyday life one reason for this is the people that are surrounding me are making it difficult for me and my life is already difficult enough without having to deal with people treating me like my feelings are irrelevant and I have no point of view in life the reason why this hurts so deeply is because I know I'm better than this and I wish people would see me for who I am and not my condition as a issue because I dont see it as an issue and even if it was I was like this since birth so I don't have any control over what's happened to me but the people that are closest to me seem to not understand that and these are imediate family members I deal with on a daily basis.


Dear lord,
I come to you asking that would help my situation I'm doing everything I can to not have another emotional breakdown but it is very difficult when the people who are closest to you are coming against you with every opposition, and I know oppositions is a good thing because you said if the devil is not fighting you youre not doing something right but this is a little too much and I'm feeling like I could crack at any moment please send a physical person to help me in the flesh I really need this as soon as possible if not I'm going to go off on someone I need in my life and I really don't want to do that because I don't want to burn the bridges that I may have to cross over again in Jesus name I pray amen.