The Ways and Ends of my Life

Pee Rivers Nancy,

Pee and S**t a river to carry me in faith and belief to the afterlife.

Secure my mouth to your a*****e that I have known no other pleasure in my day.

Row me over waters of your s**t and pee,

That you may adorn me with the humors of excrement.

Row me to the other side as a fairy maid.

and when I have landed fill me body and soul with your s**t and pee,

that the angels know I am bound for heaven.

In childhood we laughed and played,

in my becoming your daughter,

your lesbian and slave,

as I ate your s**t and drank the bliss of your piss like  a fine nectar known only to the Gods.

At work I strayed a little wondering what it would be like to have sex with men.

Yet my experience became utterly one in being with your a*****e.

You see I had no friends or enemies,

but only the succulence of your shitting in my mouth.

Enslaved, I was thoughtless,

believing that everything lead to intercourse.

But still hoping that the days would bring an end to ignorance,

to know that i am one with the s**t you excrete from your a*****e.

That my life may recall nothing else.

Nancy open your a*****e wide around my mouth,

that you become my worldly vision,

that in every vein, I may live only as an image of your s**t and pee.

In Life, I may have known your a*****e,

In dying, I have become your s**t and pee,

In awakening to eternal life. You s**t is my salvation in it's holiness.

To be one in eternity with your a*****e.

whose life for me knows no eternal end.