Chapter 1A Chapter by Kuroko ChigokoroSkin N’ Bones & Covered in Scars This is a new story I thought of.
You might just be able to figure out what it’s about just by the title
lol.
Chapter 1 2 years ago… “Hahahaha,
you’re so fat!” The bully sneers “No I’m
not!” I yell back them tears filling my eyes. “Then how
much do you weight?” He asks. “I only
weigh 150 lbs.” “Exactly,
you’re fat! You should die in a hole, you take up to much space.” He pushes me
against the locker and I fall to the ground. I can feel my vision blur a little
as I watch him walk away laughing. Once he’s
out of my sight I struggle back up and run to the bathroom. I lock myself in
one of the stalls and sit down facing the toilet. After a little hesitation I stick my fingers
in my mouth and I forcefully throw up my lunch. I just
stare at the vomit that’s in the toilet; the food is what’s making me fat.
Maybe if I just stop eating I can lose some weight and they’ll stop bullying
me. Present time…
It’s the
two-year anniversary to the time I decided I couldn’t eat anymore. These days I
only eat when my mom forces me to but I throw it right up afterwards. I
actually don’t have to force it anymore; my body rejects food now. I’ve lost
around sixty to seventy pounds since I have stopped eating. I don’t know how
but I’m still alive. I guess my body holds in just enough from when I do eat
for me to still be alive. The
bullying didn’t stop. Even after I lost weight people were still being jerks
and calling me fat. Even when I was at 100 lbs they called me fat. Why? They
wanted to see how far I would go. Well I’m still going. I started cutting a year ago. My
arms, legs, stomach, and chest are littered in scars. I tried to commit suicide
once, was holding my dad’s gun up to my head, but then mom just had to walk
into my room and took the gun away. That was a month ago. I refuse to go into a
rehab place for people who attempted suicide. Mom doesn’t feel like forcing me
to. I stand on the scale in my
bathroom. 85 lbs it says. Will they stop calling me fat now? I smile at the
thought of them stopping. It would be nice if they did. I’ve never had friends, so nobody
has ever said I wasn’t fat. I decide to slip my clothes on.
Should probably get to school. There’s the first chapter.
I don’t know whether to make this character
a guy or a girl lol. It will most likely be a guy though.
Do you guys think I should continue this? If
I get enough good feedback I will.
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2 Reviews Added on December 14, 2012 Last Updated on December 14, 2012 AuthorKuroko ChigokoroPeoria, AZAboutHello! I'm 19 and currently attending a state university studying Graphic Design! Though I love to do Illustration type art. :) I love to draw and I also love to write. I love yaoi which is what inspi.. more..Writing
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