Chapter 20 (Final)

Pain to Love

 

This is dedicated to Shay_bay! She gave me the idea for the ending and such.

 

Ok guys this is the last chapter.

 

What’s Alex going to do?

 

Chapter 20 (Final)

 

 

Alex’s POV

 

            After we found Kurai’s dead body I ran. I ran out of the hospital and to home.

 

            I ran to my room and just fell onto my bed. I’m shaking, crying, and scratching at my wrist. I look at the scars up and down my arms. I haven’t cut in like a year.

 

            My old razor, I put it in my dresser just in case I ever wanted to use it again. Should I? I’m aching for the relief it brings; I need it.

 

            After finally persuading myself I get up and look for the razor. I finally find it and walk into the bathroom locking the door. If mom found out I was cutting again who knows how she would react.

 

            One cut, two cuts, then three; I keep going till I have cuts running from my wrist to my elbow. They aren’t too deep though; I don’t want to kill myself just yet. I want to allow myself to calm down from what I saw first before making that final decision.

 

            I start crying after remembering that he died from cuts on his wrist and his whole body. He had dug his nails into his skin as to break it making him bleed. Who in the world is that freaking desperate to die? Kurai was apparently. Why couldn’t I save him? What did I do wrong? He was a harder case than I was to Angel. Angel just talked me out of it and he healed me with love. I seriously thought I could do that with Kurai but he didn’t allow me the chance to even try. He was so focused on the want to die and was so filled with pain and depression that he refused to let me in.

 

            When he started to feel something for me, he got scared and just pushed me away. He didn’t like that he was actually feeling something; it was strange to him. Love was foreign to him and he reacted badly. And it was all my fault.

 

 

THE END

 

Sorry that this is so short.

 

BUT…there is a sequel to this story and Alex is the main character for the sequel.

 

Now…I need help with a title for the sequel.

 

It’s kinda going to be about Alex healing after what happened to hopefully help you with title ideas.

 

If you come up with a title and I end up using it you’ll get a dedication on the first chapter! :D

 

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