Chapter 17

Alex’s POV

 

            Suddenly he kisses me. My eyes go wide and I just knee him in the crotch.

 

            He immediately bends over holding his hands over his poor little dick and I just kick him in the head luckily knocking him out. I sigh in relief and I wonder how I’ll get out.

 

            Then I decide that maybe I can use one of my longer piercings to pick the lock on the chains holding me here. I use the strength that pretty much no one knows about and I pull myself up high enough so I can touch my face with my hands. Using all my strength so I don’t fall back down I succeed in get one of my piercings out.

 

            I fall back down and I look up at where the lock is. My fingers keep a firm grip on the piercing as I put the tip inside of the lock. I twist it around and I do a silent cheer when I see it unlock and I fall to the ground. Luckily Angel is still knocked out and I run out of the room hoping to find Kurai.

 

 

Kurai’s POV

 

            I’m feeling kind of sleepy. So far no pain, I’m still numb; but my arms, dick, and my insides are still bleeding. Maybe I can finally die right here, right now.

 

            Why couldn’t I have dyed on the street? Why did I stay alive long enough for that man to stop the bleeding but then turns around and rapes me?

 

            Could I please not be saved this time? I just want to f*****g die!

 

            Tears flow out of my eyes at my thoughts.

 

            I’m seriously tired of the pain. I think the rape proved it; I’m not supposed to be alive. I’m supposed to die.

 

            I start struggling against the ropes again hoping to make me bleed some more. It’s my only way to die right now, to bleed to death.

 

            Alex, I just have one request for you. Please don’t find me before I die.

 

            Course right then, ironically, the door opens and in comes Alex.

 

            “Kurai!?” He runs towards me and starts untying the bounds.

 

            “No!” I yell at him.

 

            “What? Why not?” He says while still untying them.

 

            “Please, I’m begging you! I just want to die!”

 

            “Why do you want to die so much?” He yells at me tears filling his eyes. “It’s a huge mistake! I know I felt that way one time but it does get better I swear!”

 

            “No it doesn’t! Everybody hates me, I’m constantly depressed, I’ve wanted to die for who knows how long, and after getting raped I’m 100% sure I want to die!” I scream through my tears while continuing to struggle against my bounds making me bleed even more.

 

            “Kurai stop!” He quickly reaches up and unties my arms. Once I’m completely untied he hugs me tightly. “You don’t want to die I swear!” He says crying. I just stare up at the ceiling as he hugs me tightly. I can tell he’s really crying from his shaking. “Please.” He begs. “Please stay alive. I don’t think I can lose another person I love.”

 

            “What?”

 

            “Well, the guy from before, Angel. Um, I used to love him before he started abusing me. I think I still loved him at that point. He saved me you know? He saved me from killing myself. He showed me what love was. I don’t know what happened but he suddenly turned violent and abused me. He said he loved me but one night he was drunk and everything changed. So I ran, I changed my look, and I came here. When I met you all feelings for him disappeared. I saw myself in you and I just knew you needed to be saved. I knew that love was the only way to do so. I love you Kurai. I truly and honestly love you!” He then pulls back from the hug and kisses me hard on the lips.