Chapter 9

Alex’s POV

 

After walking out of Kurai’s house I just knew that he was going to self-harm as soon as I left.

 

But I just walk on home anyways.

 

But after about 10 minutes of walking and ambulance went by me at high-speed sirens on and everything.

 

I turn around to see where it was going. For some reason I just knew it was going to Kurai’s house.

 

No…he didn’t try to commit suicide did he?

 

I run back down the street to Kurai’s house following the ambulance

 

Sadly I found out I was right when I saw it stop at his house and the doctors rush in the house to get him.

 

I just stand there in shock knowing I was right. Then they bring him out on the stretcher with them pushing down bandages and cloths on his to stop the bleeding.

 

Did he really try to commit suicide, or was it he just accidently cut too much?

 

“Kurai!” I yell out as I run towards him.

 

The doctors try to push me away, “I’m sorry sir but you can’t go to him.”

 

“But I’m his boyfriend, I need to be there for him!” Am I his boyfriend? At this point I’m not sure.

 

Before they could push me anymore I hop in the back of the ambulance and help them pull Kurai in. They try to push me out but I plead at them to let me stay.

 

After a couple seconds they decide to let me thank god.

The whole time on the way to the hospital I hold on to his hand pleading that he’ll be ok. They continue to try and stop the bleeding but it seems he cut arteries on both arms.

 

He must’ve been so overwhelmed with sadness and depression he didn’t even notice he cut one. His mom must’ve found him when he was cutting. Let’s just hope she found him in time.

 

After about 10 minutes we finally make it to the hospital and they didn’t allow me to go in the emergency room with him. So I just sit down in the waiting room waiting anxiously for the doctor to come out and say he’s ok.

 

5 minutes later his mom comes rushing in and she looks around. When she sees me she comes to sit down next to me and asked, “Any information yet?”

 

“No, not yet.”

 

10 minutes go by and not a word…

 

Another 10 minutes and still not a word…

 

5 minutes later the doctor finally comes out and asks the family of Kurai. Both his mom and me get up and walk over to him.

 

“You guys his family?” He asks.

 

We both nod not bothering to tell him I’m not technically family.

 

“Well, we finally managed to stop the bleeding. He cut some arteries on both arms and he’s lost a lot of blood. We managed to find out his blood type so we were able to give him the blood he needed and he’s still unconscious.”

 

His mom lets out a sigh of relief. Thank goodness she found him in time.

 

But, I just know this is my fault.

 

“Do either of you know why he did this?” The doctor asks.

 

“I’m pretty sure it was me…” I start off. “He tried to have sex with me just out of the blue and I pushed him away. I told him that we should do it out of love, not for pleasure. I told him to find me when he changed his mind and said bye. So I guess I pretty much broke up with him. I’m not sure if I was ever officially his boyfriend but I’m pretty sure that’s the reason why he did it.”

 

“Ok. Well we are gonna keep an eye on him while he’s unconscious and when he wakes up we will ask him some questions.”

 

“Ok, thank you doctor.” His mom says and the doctor walks away.

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[soliloquy]

Well done! This is truly a unique story. The cutting part mostly i mean...