Caught in the Middle

In the broken home of my heart
It feels like I am falling apart.
The screams gather in my throat,
But nothing important here to note.
I am just a piece of nothing;
Wishing for a little piece of something.
Vain tears fall down my face
As I feel like I have lost my place.
When will they see
How much it is they mean to me?
Fading into the background;
As my head to the wall I pound
Part of me wishes to stay,
While the other part just runs away.
What was this I thinking?
I thought I'd no longer be sinking.
Left here in the aftermath,
The grief in me has steeled my wrath.
Torn in the middle do I stand,
With nothing left to demand.
I want them to hold me,
I want them to see me...
But I fade into the mists,
With a pain in me I can't resist.