Who am I?

Who is this person I see in the mirror?  Who am I looking at?  I thought I knew myself so well!  But I was deceived again.  This person wants to control me, I wish they just would.  I let already let them in, or so I thought.  But I prove to myself that I just can't let go.  Let go of myself.  I know it makes no sense to you, but I have to let go of me and let her take control.  Why am I so afraid of what I'll become?  Why can't I just let go, and do what I know is best?  I can see my own path!  Why can't I just get on it?  Just let go!  I'm waiting for the day my reflection talks to me.  Waiting for the guidance from her.  Lead me!  I'm torn between the two; I switch from myself to the other on a daily bases now!  Just take over!  Take me on my life's journey!  Show me what to do!  Because the same questions eats at my brain everyday now, who am I?  

Reviews

[radhika]

could identify with the thoughts. but review can be made only after reading full story. so far so good.

[Owenbevt3]

I like it. Makes me think of when I used to have crushing shyness and whishing so hard for the other part of me to take over so I could do what I wanted for a while.