I am sorry

A writing on lost love

I am the patient that walks the streets at dark,

chased by all the thoughts of all i have never done.

i am the rain that drenches you on your way,

with problems and pains that always ruined the day.

 i am the end product of a recipe to blame.

living of pieces of dreams you've thrown away.

i am the stranger in the street you evade,

laughing with your friends while you turn away in shame.

I am the sorrow that hits you late at night,

the anger that pushes you on towards that fight.

i am all the reasons that you will forever be,

hopeful you will never meet anyone like me.

 im sorry for living in this selfish way,saying so little when i could clearly see you fade.

knowing you were drowning in all of my own tears, but i needed you here to save me from my own fears.

Now i know i have made all of the mistakes,and now i know that its already too late.

when i leave this earth i could finally decide,there is no one else to blame but my own selfish pride.

I am all the sorrow and all the blame,forever yours,i am all that remains.

Author's Note

Thanks for reading wrote this when i was really young
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