Poisonous passion

"Jump out the window if you are the object of passion. Flee it if you feel it. Passion goes, boredom remains." This is a quote made by Coco channel . I wish it was possible for me to forget passion , to be immunized against this illness that runs wild and free in my veins . I see myself as a maze runner trying to get out of this emotional labyrinth that keeps me trapped in an infinite loop . A loop that alternates passion and boredom , if not combining them . Because when you are passionate about someone , you begin to have those midnight fantasies that keeps you awake all night and daydream all day . You become a resident of a heavenly oasis where your thoughts turn into tropical fruits . But when you are the only fool to believe your imagination , you get propelled to the lonesome desert you never thought you'd see . A place where you face the bitter truth about the fiction you created and wait for a drop of water . A drop that is sufficient to bring me back to the fictional paradise i promised myself to relinquish . Here is the description of my eternal irremovable curse .