And now,,
I can only feel his fingers wrapping around my thighs, roughly squeezing me
I choke out my last breath
it is
only
so deep.
The music of his voice curls around me in a harmony of screaming and shouting.
I cannot breathe.
I feel my knees shaking as I turn
away.
I do not
want
this.
But alas, he presses further, and I push him away.
He stops for now.
For
now.
He whisps his fingers against my cheek as he breathes my name.
I hate him.
I hate what he has become.
I hate what he has done.
Ohh, and what he's done! What has already been pressed upon me and breathed against my lips I shalt not speak without sobbing and turning away
from
the music.
I scream! Oh the screams I have screamed for him!
He laughs, cackling as he twists my body in an unwilling manner
I cry.
I cannot speak.
The music
fills my ears.