Love Never Lasts

  I found this yellow notebook today

It brought back memories of my pain

                        In a way

 No longer living in the reality of us

          Nor the constant battle

              Of making you stay

 

  I laid this notebook in front of you

  My words spilled onto the pages

  Never thought I'd be okay one day

  To know I haven't seen you in ages

 

  Because my broken words

Weren't good enough for you

   Another waste of paper

    Your love was untrue

And though it seems I cried a river

    Tears weren't enough

For what you put me through

 

    Sometimes I didn't eat for days

Food became meaningless, like I couldn't taste

  And when my bones started to show

   I realized we were going to waste

 

     You used to want to touch me

          Be by my side every night  

Then one day it went away, you didn't want me

           Even if I put up a fight

 

  So why did you linger on the way you did?

     Hanging me by a malicious thread

Yes, even after you promised we'd be wed

 

       Well I'm stronger now

 But still wonder why they all leave

I get my heart torn and break it off

  but i'm still the one to greive

 

     It seems love never lasts

My feelings, you didn't deserve to read