Do u know ME?

I'm a pretty woman, which is told by a lot of other people. Do I believe it? YES. Do I enjoy it? Might not. 

I divorced five years ago. I suppose I would have a beautiful kid and a stable family after five years at the time. But it seems that answer is NO. 

I lost my baby when he was six months old in my womb. He should have been born. But I failed in the end without any specific reason. The doctor said that only because it's not a good time for both of us. It's an excellent excuse for me. It makes me felt like I did nothing wrong. Do I feel better? The answer is NO. 

Who knows these stories? YOU

Does it seem like I have a tough life during thirty-five years? Not exactly. 

I loved some people in my life. Love makes me feel like alive. 

Love is a good thing. The flowers or the sun would be more beautiful and shiny than usual. Everybody will smile at you when you are walking in the street. I know I invest myself fully in the different love periods, even though I can't keep the feeling for a long time. My friends told me that I have the talent of a relationship that falls in love or withdraws love are fast. Who knows this is compliment or not. I thought I really appreciate it to have this talent that can protect me avoid being hurt. 

But what do I think about it now? It sucks. It makes me aware that I might not love someone else truly. Properly, I just enjoy putting myself in these sorts of dazzling times when I fall in love. 

I'm a self-centered person I have to admit it.  

Reviews

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

I like the narrative self conversation style
This sort of book I would definitely read
Write more

[Riley]

Thank you so much!! I'm gonna restart my writing journey :)