Hearts Do Lie

 

You said you needed to figure things out

That was the first sign

Then comes the awkward silence

Followed by lets take some time

 

 ‘I love you’
Those words,

Those three little words,

Have almost lost all meaning

They are such a blissful lie

Beautifully woven together

 

I guess there’s nothing left to do

Than give up on it completely

You said it was a mistake

But who messes up like that?

 

Master of deception,

You really had me going

Thinking this was going to work

Believing it was truth

The things you were saying,

All to sweet to be real

All but a blissful lie

 

We started making plans,

For future events

I would meet your friends

You would meet my family

It was never going to end,

At least not without our consent

I guess you had other things in mind

 

I could say I hate you,

I could say I don’t want to talk to you anymore

But then again,

How can I do that,

To my best friend?

The one person I can tell anything to,

And know you wouldn’t think less of me

 

You said you changed

And I believed you

But that’s where I went wrong

Just because it didn’t go right the first time

Didn’t mean it was going to

The second time around

 

I feel like theirs a thousand pound weight

Lying within the depths of me

Silently mocking my weakness

Not allowing me to lift my own spirits

Or let me smile once again

 

I scoff at how pathetic I must seem

Sitting here crying over a boy

He’s just a boy

I tell myself,

I’m stronger then this

I know it in my heart

‘Listen to your heart’ they say

But hearts do lie