who am i?

It's been 2 years since I've written a poem........or anything for that matter. I wasn't going to keep writing but i cant talk to anyone so this is the only way to say what I feel.

I am so confused. I cant even understand myself anymore. I feel like I'm going in circles trying to find something thats right in front of me. I feel like I have lost part of myself......no......I dont even feel like "me" at all. I feel like there is another person inside me, controlling me. I cant even understand my own actions or words. I talk to my friends and family but its like I'm not there at all. And lately I have done and said things that I dont even remember doing. What is wrong with me!?! I'm angry and frustrated all the time, I cant even focus on my drawings or sketches. Any time I'm around other people I keep getting annoyed over the littlest of things. I want to get closer to the people around me but every time I try there is something that pulls me back and says "NO!!!" I dont know where these fellings are comeing from but I want them to go away!!!! I just want to be me again.......can anyone help me? Is there anyone who can take my hand and bring me back into the real world???

Reviews

[E.r.]

dats exactly how i feel right now!!!

[Amanda Naomi]

talulu is starting to piss me off! that video is stupid!

anyways, i think this is a wonderful piece of work, it sounds to me like you have some form of depression. don't give up hope, you have a beautiful way with words. what you need is to find a fire in your heart, and i suggest words. spew out all the emotion (or emotionless) words that you can, you might find something beautiful at the end. i can see that there is so much for you to share with the world, all you need is a little motivation for you to get to it

i can't wait to see what you will write in the future, you are very talented

[talulu love]

wow so good

check this video out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g91YGe5ouqs