Only God Can Judge Me

Although Rap music is a part of Hip Hop it lacks the lyrical potency and messages that Hip Hop created from 1985-2003.

(92) GOD DID feat Rick Ross, Lil Wayne, JAY Z, John Legend & Fridayy - YouTube

Only God Can Judge Me

Immaculate Conception

Was supposed to change

The direction of mankind

But I find that I am still blind

As life is unkind

See,

I have been separated from thee

Only the divine can forgive me

As the true vine has been

Severed many times before

Therefore, the lessons are tougher

To ignore

Revelations 3:20 says he's

Knocking at my door

But I can't let him in

Because the bloodstains

Are on the floor

I still remain in pain

As I am trying to endure the storm

But moving on is a chore

As regrets are harder to forget

And ignore

Still, no one likes getting wet

I am hoping for better weather

(Hook)

Only God Can Judge Me.

Not You

Not man

Understand

Only God Can Judge Me

Can't You See that it’s a fact

There’s no hope for me

I am heading straight to hell

Can't you tell that?

Only God Can Judge Me

Many only fear the lion

When they hear him roar.

But he's more violent

When he's silent that's for sure

So, because I am rotten to the core

I can't even get an encore

No more

No standing ovation

No motivation

Eternal damnation

Is what I am facing

There’s no erasing my sins

Then again

Am I truly forgiven for

The way I have been living

I know that

You reap what you sow

So,

It is no use in refuting the truth

Meaning it is useless

Pointless

So why refute this?

I am not new to this

I've been through this

You knew this

That the lessons that I

Learned from the stove

Were a blessing

Because they

Didn't leave a mark

Because what I was taught

Didn't allow me to get burned

So, what I got cooking in the pot

Made me a lot of money

As I never got high off

My own supply

Nor traded a drug for a drug

No love for the snitches or b*****s

I got baseball bat for the rats

As it is a fact that I

Dropped so many bodies in

the ditches

I am still vicious

Went from rags to riches

Made millions from my kitchen

Still, I am wishing for absolution but

the damage has already been done

As I now need to protect my only son

From my sins

Amen

Amen

Amen

As I try to make amends

I am left remembering that

(Hook)

Only God Can Judge Me

Not You

Not man

I am sinking in quicksand

So, I need you to

Understand just where I am

I am heading straight to hell

Can't you tell that

Only God Can Judge Me

See

As kid I did several bids

Holding onto jail bars

For the s**t I made in

Mason jars

Still the Feds want me dead

Not only for what I've done

But for what I've said

Still fiends are fiending

Digging out what I am shoveling

Still recovering they are

Discovering

That I am still crazy as f**k

So, you better duck

Don't press your luck because

Only God Can Judge Me

Not You

Not man

I am sinking in quicksand

So, I need you to

Understand just where I am

I am heading straight to hell

Can't you tell that

Only God Can Judge Me

See,

You can't be mad at lemons

Because I made lemonade

You can’t hate grapes

Because Jesus turned

Them into wine

Or mad at the fork because

Someone got

Pork from the pig

You can't be mad at the

Water for allowing

Jesus to walk on it or for

Baking soda turning cocaine

Into crack

In fact

l can't fault anyone

For the s**t I did

Before Christ

B.C.

and After Death

A. D.

There will be nothing left

Except for me

To wait and accept my fate

Because in the end

The opinions of men

Can't forgive me of my sins

Only God Can Judge Me

Not You

Not man

I am sinking in quicksand

So I need you to

Understand just where I am

I am heading straight to hell

Can't you tell that

Only God Can Judge Me

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1Rico D'Sean Knox III

Author's Note

This was imbued by the song God Did by DJ Khalid, Rick Ross, Lil Wayne and Jay-Z. It has been said that Jay dropped the hardest bars in Hip Hop history on this track.