My Bad

It's my bad
That I am sad
I am taking
Responsibility
Cause true
accountability
Starts with me
And from within
So let me begin
By saying
It's my bad
That I am
So sad
Cause everything
I had
Is gone
It is my fault
I am alone
Is it okay
That I die
This way?
Many loves
I have lost
I have crucified
Myself to my
Own cross
Thorns in my
Side
All from my pride
Still inside
I have cried
I refuse to admit
To it
This is it
Hear me today
When I say
It's my bad
That I am so sad

Kids angry with me
Cause I chose to
Give them money
Instead of love and
Attention
Did I mention
That true accountability
Begins with me
It's my bad
That I am so sad
I am the reason
That I am alone?