Beats

Beats in my heart lieves me feeling numb in craving more

Pain in my soul
I would of never let you go
why did I have so much hope
I guess It was the only way I could cope
I know it's over
but it keeps playing in my mind
on repeat like it's your favorite song
that you're starting to hate
beats in my heart gots me feeling numb
and craving for some more
beats in my chest keeps me in my zone
cause I'm never really alone
Beats in my dome plus the dope I did got me higher
than anybody nobody can get to me
if anybody got over on me it's because I let them
cuz I felt sorry for them
I never lie or steal from a person
. I know but I'm realizing I'm one in a dozen.
In nobody cares about real person.
Trying to do good
my ex took up for my niabor
when I got mad that they was using my grandma's car
to go to stores in steal.
That she picked a fight with me
said she was a real n***a in she is white. Stupide a*s went next door fucked them just cuz they got a dope sack.
I lost my soul
almost. Had a heart attack.
Started cutting
. In wanted to die
. For a girl I only knew 3 days
. For her to come back cuz she thought I had dope
she stayed a hour wanting to know what everyone was talking about her
they was but I told her everyone is talking s**t about everyone
I told her I'm more real then any one. She knows
when my two niabors told me they was going to jump me.
I stood out there door ready. Too Fight. Ready to go
they stayed in there room with a big metal poll.
When she told lies on me
people asked in I told them the truth i
n everyone told me she do this all time.
That she a thief. A s**t in a lyier. They say forget about her

Don't cutt for a girl like that. Butt I couldn't so I sent a million text in pitchers. While I'm getting so many stitches but I met alot of fake ppl they drove me insanewith lies that they sad so I blew up in there face in front of everyone in they had nothing to say.

So while I'm bleeding just remember I spoke the truth around everyone in I showed kindness. In respect. If that ain't being real. To you or ya then. Ya will never be a real mother f****r it's easy
respect.
Bring your own money
Don't ask for s**t.
Don't talk s**t unless it's in front of them that's how you point out a b***h a*s lyier
One more thing that I like to do
I like to be myself.
They say keep your friends close in your enemy closer.
So when my niabors fucked my girl In I was out side listening to crunk music
. Ready to fight for a couple of days
when they fanilly came out I told them sorry.
That I felt stupid for even getting mad
in I started smoking my s**t with them
So they let me in I saw the metal poll they had by the door
in I told them I guess ya was ready to fight laughing at them
it made them mad In they started pulling
out all there knives
in they was testing 2 see how sharp they was to intimidate me
so I jumped across the room and was like here test it on me
they was like I don't want to cut you
. But to make a point I had to see if they really wanted to jump me
. Cuz I was still mad in I could handle myself. Against 2 guys even 3
if so be it.
In if I had too I would of jumped out the window points right
never ever be scared of a b***h unless they got a gun
cause they well shoot you cuz they are scared of a real fight.
But that's what I believe in real fight
or you a chump
they had knives in metal poles just a bunch of hoes
When my ex came around after she fucked the. Niabor
I told her no problem.
It was my fault I got mad in I was coming down
in I was sorry
but really I was like she back I want some p***y
. But think God a part of me wouldn't let her touch me
and she kind of picked up on it and she finally went and sit outside
and I acted like I didn't care what she does anymore
I already knew she was having sex with 3 other guys.
At this point I even told her friends
That I hope she didn't give me a disease
and had some of her friends
singing that song
She's a hoe and everybody knows
around her but. For some reason I still wanted her
even if it was for.
A friend to text or something
but the first of the month came in my room mate
was ready to move
so now we are starting over in.a new town.
First night here I met someone
that can get really good drugs kind of worked out perfect
. Beats
Beats
Beats
In my head suffocating if I don't hear the beats I want everyone to see the problems that. They don't know about me. Beats can you feel everything listen to a song especially if you're all alone then you really feel them looking at the night sky I hope that I am a nice guy don't listen to all of them people's lies I think you got it figured out get back on your feet let them beats inside make you feel alright. In forget about all that dum s**t l