Keeping me Attached

What's most important in my life keeping me around detailed in this poem.

What's keeping me attached

Is my brother and my little boy

One day I hope to make us all a friend potato batch

And go fishing hopefully I'll make a catch!
And learn how to make a fire without a match!

I miss you my little boy
I wish I was watching you play with new toys

I'm sorry I chose drugs as my main choice

I hope you will forgive me so we rejoice

I'm sorry I missed your 2nd birthday

And going out playing with Octobers hay

Hopefully one day you see me as your Dad

That's the only time I'll finally feel glad

Without you or Uncle Nick I feel so sad

What's keeping me attached is you guys

If anything ever happens to me

Just know Dad will be watching over you in the Skies