These Days

Another another day! >.<

These days and our life burns away like vapor

Like a passing breeze and we'll be gone and over
I wonder if I'll ever find my 4-leaf clover

The one that will be my ever-after
We're like a story one day we'll reach our last chapter
I'm tired of looking in the mirror at my older face to shave
Keeping myself together am I scared or brave?
I wish I could feel like I have meaning
But I'm spending so much time just dreaming
Nothing's turning out to be what it was seeming
My life's starting to feel darker there's no more gleaming
These days are starting to do more hurt than healing