She Won't

"Look at the things that aren't hard for me to see/Hard to see by moonlight

Donate to thee the things that are better left unseen/Un-see me on this full moon night

And all this shame will not catch me if I'm revolving (and this shame won't catch the revolver when i pull)

And we can hear the sound of the savior crashing (crashing all kingdom's down)

And what if it's all burning down

It's all right I'm revolving down! (the revolver's in distance)(please see my mask)(of fiction)

It will save me from this hell you call loving/If angels scream does that mean it's good enough for thee

Is that all you want, is for them to scream

for me to scream on my broken knees?

Do you even care, If i'm a dead man/ Do you understand how i can be castrated by your hurtful words

How if you call  me small I would swell in bitter hate/And all this rage will wash my hands in your blood

Cuz you're a girl and that means I won't defend myself/I'll sit alone and cry and pray she waits for me

Pray and wait for this/Wait for the end of it all/Of all her little things/She does to rape me (2x)

And if this girl really cares/She won't teach me how to scream loud/She won't save me just to hurt me again

Would she continue to stab me...in the face (3x)"