Si está tenido creído en me

This poem, I guess, talks about my dad, and my feelings about him leaving our family.

I wish I could wipe away all of these tears.

They burn as they run down my face.

I think about you all the time…

 

I sometimes wonder if things would have been different

I would have been stronger.

I wish I were the one that held your hand…

 

Now I must sit here listening

To the depressing themed music of my heart

While your own music plays over my screams of loneliness…

 

I wish that I could fix this broken reflection

I see in the mirror…

 

The reflections of my aching heart

Tell too many heart-breaking stories…

 

Now I have fallen too far into myself to

Be fixed…

 

If only I had believed in myself--

You would still be here…

 

I love you…

 

I miss you…

 

I needed you…

 

If only I had believed in myself…

Author's Note

The title in English reads, "If I had believed in myself".